4:30am in the morning of january 27. I cant sleep. Honestly, im really thinking if im sure on studying at UE manila. First of all, im scared. What if in my first dat of school no one would like me? What if I get bullied? What if the professors there are all terror. Ughh I dont know. Second, my ex is studying there. UE is not just big as lasalle, I know once I step there there is no turning back. Later on, Ill met him.. not the usual thing like in highschool but when we see each other its either I will say hi or he'll ignore me. Or... maybe he has someone else beside him. And I  hate it. Not because im still havent move on but the fact that he doesnt have a girlfriend yet then suddenly i'll saw him with someone else would totally breaks me apart. Because im not used to it. Huhu i dont know....