You.

Okay. Im acting weird tonight. Im in love :( And this is what I hate! Being in love is being in pain.
Hmm you came to my life unexpectedly, you gave me the sweetest words I never thought I would hear again. I've been broke before, but then here's you. Saves me from the darkest side of pain. Same as me, you've been also in a relationship that the ending was a crap. Full of tears. And here we are, starting all over again. I hate to say this but thank you for stepping to my world. I almost forgot my past. You thought me how to love again because I forgot how. I wasnt able to learn how to trust again but then you're here, letting me trust you. But, how deep is your love? Hmm. Its too complicated that the thing is, I almost cant figure out who is me for you. Sometimes we acted like were a couple, tomorrow would be different and tomorrow will be okay again. Thats weird.
The first time you hold my hand? That day was memorable. All of a sudden, I felt the heartbeat of my heart that is running so fast. I cant even resist. Every night I am smiling especially when my day ends up being with you even though its just for once in a while.

Being with you breaks me apart. Seeing you pretending to be happy? I know its still her. No matter what I do, a part of her wont let you to let go. And definitely, my heart aches a little. Just a little. I know my limitations, but.. If you love me tell me. If not please gently let me go. Because its too hard to estimate you. I dont know whats on your mind and Im not good in predicting your mind.


..and I think, the more I avoid you the more I fall deeper and deeper. And thats the saddest thing of falling. You just dont know whether he'll catch you or not. Because everything that falls, gets broken.