Hey. Sorry for not updating my blog but I was kind of busy with my school works, tons of home works this weekends thats why I wasnt able to post anything. But I will update you guys as soon as I got my free time!
Loveyou!
Sunday, 23 June 2013
Friday, 21 June 2013
Hayy my mind says go to ece but my heart says just stay to journ.
Huuu, help me to decide what course I will take, if I should continue my course today that I hate it because I think I have no future for being a journalist. Its really hard to write seriously but if we speak of standards of school hay I know I have it but its not worthy. Teachers are kind of lazy zzz they usually depend on Eclass. I just want a prof that would lecture us, who hates using powerpoints because they love writing on the board!!! TT
Huuu, help me to decide what course I will take, if I should continue my course today that I hate it because I think I have no future for being a journalist. Its really hard to write seriously but if we speak of standards of school hay I know I have it but its not worthy. Teachers are kind of lazy zzz they usually depend on Eclass. I just want a prof that would lecture us, who hates using powerpoints because they love writing on the board!!! TT
Wednesday, 19 June 2013
I was waiting at my next class in FILI, saw a guy with his wheelchair. I was starring at him as he was having his hard time passing at the corridor and I was guessing if he is about to pee. Then after a min, I saw him struggling on his wheelchair and yes, I helped him to the restroom. I dont care if he is a guy and he's about to pee because I saw him pushing harder on his wheelchair. And after that, I just realize that... Im so blessed to have a perfect body that I can walk, I can dance, I can do whatever I want and it sucks that they have to suffer and sacrifice a lot just to go to school everyday. Then it really breaks my heart when my fili class was over, I saw him waiting I think on his parents to fetch him and he was alone. </3
Hayy if only I could do anything about it, If only..
Hayy if only I could do anything about it, If only..
Monday, 17 June 2013
You.
Okay. Im acting weird tonight. Im in love :( And this is what I hate! Being in love is being in pain.
Hmm you came to my life unexpectedly, you gave me the sweetest words I never thought I would hear again. I've been broke before, but then here's you. Saves me from the darkest side of pain. Same as me, you've been also in a relationship that the ending was a crap. Full of tears. And here we are, starting all over again. I hate to say this but thank you for stepping to my world. I almost forgot my past. You thought me how to love again because I forgot how. I wasnt able to learn how to trust again but then you're here, letting me trust you. But, how deep is your love? Hmm. Its too complicated that the thing is, I almost cant figure out who is me for you. Sometimes we acted like were a couple, tomorrow would be different and tomorrow will be okay again. Thats weird.
The first time you hold my hand? That day was memorable. All of a sudden, I felt the heartbeat of my heart that is running so fast. I cant even resist. Every night I am smiling especially when my day ends up being with you even though its just for once in a while.
Being with you breaks me apart. Seeing you pretending to be happy? I know its still her. No matter what I do, a part of her wont let you to let go. And definitely, my heart aches a little. Just a little. I know my limitations, but.. If you love me tell me. If not please gently let me go. Because its too hard to estimate you. I dont know whats on your mind and Im not good in predicting your mind.
..and I think, the more I avoid you the more I fall deeper and deeper. And thats the saddest thing of falling. You just dont know whether he'll catch you or not. Because everything that falls, gets broken.
Hmm you came to my life unexpectedly, you gave me the sweetest words I never thought I would hear again. I've been broke before, but then here's you. Saves me from the darkest side of pain. Same as me, you've been also in a relationship that the ending was a crap. Full of tears. And here we are, starting all over again. I hate to say this but thank you for stepping to my world. I almost forgot my past. You thought me how to love again because I forgot how. I wasnt able to learn how to trust again but then you're here, letting me trust you. But, how deep is your love? Hmm. Its too complicated that the thing is, I almost cant figure out who is me for you. Sometimes we acted like were a couple, tomorrow would be different and tomorrow will be okay again. Thats weird.
The first time you hold my hand? That day was memorable. All of a sudden, I felt the heartbeat of my heart that is running so fast. I cant even resist. Every night I am smiling especially when my day ends up being with you even though its just for once in a while.
Being with you breaks me apart. Seeing you pretending to be happy? I know its still her. No matter what I do, a part of her wont let you to let go. And definitely, my heart aches a little. Just a little. I know my limitations, but.. If you love me tell me. If not please gently let me go. Because its too hard to estimate you. I dont know whats on your mind and Im not good in predicting your mind.
..and I think, the more I avoid you the more I fall deeper and deeper. And thats the saddest thing of falling. You just dont know whether he'll catch you or not. Because everything that falls, gets broken.
Thoughts
Today is monday. I saw him. He's waiting on the side near the gate 1 of DLSUD. I was shocked because he was there, but then.. I refuse to say hello. I walk faster as I can, He's starring at me.
My day is quite tough since I haven't had enough of sleep, plus I was at school from 6:30 am to 6 pm. But my day ends up with some meditation that my philosophy class' prof thought to us. I will share a little romance that made my day! There's this girl at my philosophy class wherein she's sick, I mean she's on her wheelchair with a braces on her body. And her mother was there to help her and also her father. I was surprise when she got on her chair, a guy approaches her. Me and my friend decided to sit on the front of them so as the time passed by, I heard the guy asking for the facebook acc of this girl. And I was like, Omg this is so sweet! :"> Knowing that that girl was on her wheelchair, suffering for many years and I got to see that girl everyday with her mom helping her going upstairs. And today, I saw them, the two of them talking and they both look happy :"> Hihi, there's still a lot of guys who accepts a girl for who she is and what she is. And I bet, that was a blessing from God, especially to that Girl.. That even though she is like that, there is still a guy who will appreciate her and will love her for the rest of her life. And will take care of her.. :">
My day is quite tough since I haven't had enough of sleep, plus I was at school from 6:30 am to 6 pm. But my day ends up with some meditation that my philosophy class' prof thought to us. I will share a little romance that made my day! There's this girl at my philosophy class wherein she's sick, I mean she's on her wheelchair with a braces on her body. And her mother was there to help her and also her father. I was surprise when she got on her chair, a guy approaches her. Me and my friend decided to sit on the front of them so as the time passed by, I heard the guy asking for the facebook acc of this girl. And I was like, Omg this is so sweet! :"> Knowing that that girl was on her wheelchair, suffering for many years and I got to see that girl everyday with her mom helping her going upstairs. And today, I saw them, the two of them talking and they both look happy :"> Hihi, there's still a lot of guys who accepts a girl for who she is and what she is. And I bet, that was a blessing from God, especially to that Girl.. That even though she is like that, there is still a guy who will appreciate her and will love her for the rest of her life. And will take care of her.. :">
Sunday, 16 June 2013
Bestfriends
Okay, This would be my nth times to write about you guys but I just wanted you to know that you guys are my inspiration why I take up Journalism. Yup! :D I remember when we were in highschool, I wasnt able to think what my course would be because I dont know what course I want. Then you guys suggested that I can take up Mass communication since im "talkative" hehehe, and because I love English more than math! Hahahaha! =)) Anyway,
from left to right, Shane, Gerisa, Ace, ME, Krizzia, Palma, Joseph, Sarah (gray shirt) Gian, Paolo (shades), Ivan, Ernesto, Goldie, Bryan.
I miss you so much guys! If only we can hang out everyday, but I know God has plans for us thats why we only saw each other once in a month or sometimes when there's an occasions like birthdays unlike when we were in highschool, everyday we got to see each other, laughs together and cry at the same time. This is the reason why you guys are brothers and sisters to me! Since kinder up to highschool? Oh well, we are ONE! :) I love you so much guys! Goodluck to our future! :)
I miss you so much guys! If only we can hang out everyday, but I know God has plans for us thats why we only saw each other once in a month or sometimes when there's an occasions like birthdays unlike when we were in highschool, everyday we got to see each other, laughs together and cry at the same time. This is the reason why you guys are brothers and sisters to me! Since kinder up to highschool? Oh well, we are ONE! :) I love you so much guys! Goodluck to our future! :)
Unpredictable Love
Its hard to say that Im getting over and Im used to it. A long time ago I fall in love with a boy who means so much to me. We had our great time together, and actually he's my favorite one. I guess this is the reason why they say that dont fall in love with a writer. First of all, they will write everything about you. How you guys met, when and where and yes! This is true. I have a private blog on tumblr that talks all about my ex. But yeah, since we are now over I havent write anything there yet. Okay, After several months finally I moved on in a way that I kept myself busy all the time (this is the reason why I get even more fatter) And through God's way, I met a guy. He's too different with my ex. He's not sweet but through actions? You'll surely get a blush. All throughout my summer, hes my buddy! My text-mate and should I say we share random thoughts with each other. I never thought that this guy will affects my life so much. There's something in him that made my decision to say that I think He's the one. But then, Is he feels the same way too? Now, Thats the problem. I dont know what to say. Its just happen that things gets complicated. If only love doesnt exist.. but it does. I cant predict what my future brings in terms of Love. "Minsan nanga lang ulit umibig, masasaktan ka pa ulit"
06/16/13
Hi, this is me a girl who talks a lot and dont know the idea of typing whatever comes in her mind knowing that she has a tumblr acc wh/ch she can also do this thing there.
June 16 2013, today is Fathers day. Its just an ordinary day for us because my Dad is in abroad and also my mom. Me, my brother and my grandma was left here. I would lie if I say that we are a complete happy family because that was a long time ago. I still greeted my Dad a fathers day message although I have some little anger on him. My dad is sweet, though he doesnt know what life is. He is still not matured in a way that he keeps on hurting my mom by means of having a relationship with so many girls. I salute my mom for still smiling though inside she's really dying in pain and suffering through my dads bad attitude on her.
Maybe this is the reason why I never want to disappoint them. I may be not the best daughter, I sometimes did bad things but I promise I will study hard and make a better future. My words isn't enough but I will do my best as I can. Okay, Im too dramatic this way hahaha but well. This is me :)
Hi, this is me a girl who talks a lot and dont know the idea of typing whatever comes in her mind knowing that she has a tumblr acc wh/ch she can also do this thing there.
June 16 2013, today is Fathers day. Its just an ordinary day for us because my Dad is in abroad and also my mom. Me, my brother and my grandma was left here. I would lie if I say that we are a complete happy family because that was a long time ago. I still greeted my Dad a fathers day message although I have some little anger on him. My dad is sweet, though he doesnt know what life is. He is still not matured in a way that he keeps on hurting my mom by means of having a relationship with so many girls. I salute my mom for still smiling though inside she's really dying in pain and suffering through my dads bad attitude on her.
Maybe this is the reason why I never want to disappoint them. I may be not the best daughter, I sometimes did bad things but I promise I will study hard and make a better future. My words isn't enough but I will do my best as I can. Okay, Im too dramatic this way hahaha but well. This is me :)
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