He promised.

"I promise to marry you after 10 years" Is something I cant let go.. :(
Please Pam. You are hurting yourself. You have to let go.

Hay if only I could bring back the past where in we are happily loving each other... I would. But this is life. People will step into your life and leave you good and bad memories...

I cant think. I cant.

I have to sleep.

Family

A happy family? No. I dont have that. Since I was in gr 5, I dont know what it feels like to have a happy family. My Dad and my Mom are separated but they are sometimes in good terms thats why they were still together.  My mom loves my dad so much, she would do everything just to have my dad back but my dad is so stupid. He still have time for other girls. and yes, in front of my mom. Hayy I dont know what to feel. I feel the pain of my mom. A while ago, mom texted us (lola) that she got bruises from my dad. Yes. My dad always do that. mom and dad are working abroad, thats why they live in one house and yes im afraid. Really afraid. I just have to be strong. i just have to for my mom. Today is september 3 2013, september is the month of my birthday. My 18th birthday... I dont know.. I really dont know.. You know how it feels to be a lady for just one night, To wear a gown, to have your 18 roses.. gifts from your love ones, but you are just dreaming so you just ignore it. because you knew that it would never happen. And it sucks because you have nothing to do but to smile. Maybe God challenging us. To know how far our faith is to Him. Hayahay.... I need someone to talk to. If someones reading this, text me!! :( 09151590587 :(